The metro is getting smaller. Anytime now. And God bless my safety. I've been feeling a bit vulnerable these days. 'Cause of all the changes, the transitions I'm going through. Supposedly, the worst is over. But the hollow part of me says otherwise. Commuting has been an enriching experience, but I guess it isn't for me anymore: Why is it that in trains I never get to sit (no matter how patient I am in waiting for one train after another)? Why is it that buses never seem to move in EDSA, regardless of how much in a hurry I am? Why am I the wettest when it's hot/raining in the jeep? I'll always go back to those times, remembering my youth and early working days.  

I'm subtly preparing for the departure of a friend, strengthening my support group while he's still here. So when another pillar leaves me, it won't be as painful. I'll try to understand, whatever it is, but I'll always recognize that it was his choice. Life is what you make it.

Looks like we're entering a new era of Philippine governance. The automated elections served as the country's first clean one. And oh, speaking of change, I've been going through that a lot lately as well. It's time I hit it back with GV. 

iDEFY. And another milestone ends. And the cycle goes on. 

Exhausting! Pressure. Friends, off pressure. I have a quarter left, buy what I need to buy, learn what I need to learn. Do it! 

It's officially a reading frenzy! The last wave I've had was about 2 years ago. And the feeling's great, Im full of enthusiasm reading novels, pocketbooks, sh books. Yes I know, Jeremy has always frowned upon reading self-help books ('cause she goes by the thinking that your gut's restricted by these frameworks), but there's a lot to learn. And the world is always ready to give you your share of knowledge everyday. Finances, relationships, career, philosophies, religion, history spoken by the experts for the eager beaver consumer. And these experts are not created equal, some do know what they are talking about, while a considerable number is just trying to make a profit out of writing books. Writing my own book has crossed my mind every once in a while. I've been blessed to have a unique perspective on a topic a lot of people can relate to. The chapters are all laid-out, with the segues/transitions smoothened out from one part to another. But I believe it will take time, time for me to layer it with experience, stuff it with wisdom and spread it with spice (and everything nice).

One must harness the overhwleming power of the human spirit, and the infinite ability of the human mind. If you direct these two things into the right focus, all the things you've ever dreamed of will be yours before you know it. - this is me speaking like a SH author. I figured, why not take a stab at it?  But seriously, these have enabled my weekends to be as unique as ever. Uncomfortable, hassle, inefficient, expensive, the status quo self might say. At the same time they were spontaneous, unforgettable, oozing with the 'I've already done that' sensation. And that's what makes all the difference. These are precious gems of memories that have stuffed friends together, and strengthend the bond amidst the danger, uncertainty, of everything strange. And the more we've had this, the more we're becoming hungry of adventure. This is to 'shaking things up' and making life really count.

Leaving you with good memories and the feeling of being 'Up In The Air.' Peace (with a smile)

I'm reading 7 Habits of Highly Effective People, amazing piece of work. It's time to get on with the Character Ethic! 

Now I actually have a second chance! This marks a new beginning, however uncomfortable. Life moves in mysterious ways.

It's devastating to lose a loved one. Especially one who was so kind and caring to all her grandchildren and always to the best of her abilities. She will always be remembered as our matriarch, the one who kept the family together, my lola whom I called Mommy Auring. My lola with whom I shared a lot of memories with. May God bless her soul and be with her always, in heaven.

Rest In Peace, Mommy Auring.  

Time is lightning fast! I've written my new year's objectives and that precious, single new year's resolution. Three weeks ago, I watched the year's ice skating extravaganza, Disney on Ice. It had 7 of Disney's princesses and the Incredibles topped it all off. But I felt like kids would have enjoyed more. I recently crossed my 2-month mark at Procter. Still haven't settled down yet, but if these circumstances are cemented (which will be anytime now), I swear to this journal: I will never compromise myself, I will not intervene in the atmosphere. Let it be.

Going to that 'lil pretty city-state of Singapore this Friday. Another Asian City to conquer. To a year of travelling and exploration. 'Effin excited and looking forward to it. :p Marriot, here I come. Will meet friends there as well.